Chapter 1127: Bi Xia's New Doubt

lm. Since Chu Yang hadn't turned against her, she could also control herself. 。"I made you tell the truth, and you deceived me with your truth" 。Song E-in, you don't even have the courage to admit wha...Qin Jingwen no longer wants to actively participate in Qiao Shunchen's affairs. She will not make Qiao Shunchen difficult unless Qiao Yu and Uncle Qiao strongly request it.

Because she found that being too difficult would make people dislike her, be wary of her, and lose trust in her, so that any future occurrences would be kept hidden from her. 。Since she has no ability to change anyone, she shouldn't make herself or others miserable. 。"Chun Shen, how have you been considering what I said about your father last time" Qiao Yu continued to ask, every time they met she had to inquire, and every time they met she hoped there would be some progress. 。Now she understands and has let go. 。Although the child awaits her father's so-called truth, she needs to accommodate both her father and Qin Lan now. 。Let bygones be bygones, and forget about her mother's passing. All she wishes is for her father to live happily and joyfully. 。"Sigh… every time you ask me, I don't know how to answer…" 。Then, Qiao Shunchen sighed before beginning the topic. 。The last time I went out to play tennis, Dad and I had a talk. 。Dad said that woman has never been married all these years and has always lived alone. 。I think they should meet in person. 。" This is Qiao Shunchen's guess, because his father said at the time that there was news and did not admit to having met. " 。"Sis, hearing this kind of news still hurts me, I can't accept it for a while." 。They met, and now comes the process of rebuilding their relationship. That's something I can't bear. 。"I've been trying really hard to figure this out, but I haven't made much progress, so it's still going to take some time. " 。Joe Shun-chen was now just considering all sorts of possibilities, and his heart had already become tangled together. 。If their mother knew that her life wasn't enough to bring them back together, how heartbroken she would be. 。The more painful a mother's suffering, the deeper her son's pain. 。"Shunchen, it's not that I'm urging you, but you should speed things up. 。Mom has been gone for so many years, Dad hasn't had it easy either. 。Even if they met, I think it would be understandable. 。"Dad has been alone for so many years, clinging to this feeling. He's over sixty now, don't let him down again." 。"Give up, let the past be in the past." 。The most tiring person in your heart is yourself. 。Although Qiao Shunchen said so, Qiao Yu still wanted to persuade him. 。wanting to resolve things thoroughly wasn't entirely because of my father, but also because of the well-being of everyone in this family. 。"I know, I understand all these reasons." 。I also try really hard to forget about the past, but every time I want to give up, I remember what it was like when Mom died in front of me. 。Sis, I don't want to be tortured like this either, but that's exactly how I'm being tormented. 。"Most importantly, Dad said Mom's leaving had nothing to do with that woman, but he wouldn't say the real reason. " 。Then I'd feel even worse for my mom. 。"

Qiao Shunchen wanted to let go of things, and he also believed that his father wouldn't deceive him, but it was true. He should show the truth and let them shut up, so he could find peace. " 。"Dad has his reasons, and you have your difficulties. " 。I may be overlooking your feelings, but I still hope you make some concessions. After all, Dad is already getting old. 。"I have already forgiven my father, although I feel sorry for my mother, but I still decided to let go of the past. 。If Dad wants to be with that woman, as long as he's happy and content, I won't object. 。Joe Yu knew that these words of hers were cruel to Qiao Shunchen, who was unable to accept them, but she had no other way. 。If we don't push forward step by step and force Qiao Shunchen to make a decision repeatedly, then there will be no chance for his father's happiness and fulfillment. 。And she also expressed that she wanted Qiao Shunchen to have less guilt towards his mother, after all, she was the elder sister. Whether it's guilt or taking care of things, she should take the lead. 。Once again, Qiao Shunchen fell silent. Being forced was a terrible feeling, infuriating him. 。But his sister made a lot of sense, and he had no way to argue back. 。He knew his state and psychological obstacles were related, knowing he still needed treatment. 。But what he really wanted was the truth about what his father had revealed. 。Every time Qiao Shunchen was in trouble, when he was silent, Qin Jingwen felt very sorry for him and would immediately speak up to help Qiao Shunchen relieve his emotions. 。At this moment, she also felt heartache, but she didn't speak up to persuade him, nor did she help Qiao Shunchen alleviate his emotions. 。Because everything she said was a temporary influence, it was impossible to redeem a heart that had harbored hatred for over two decades. 。Furthermore, the conversation between Qiao Shunchen and his father happened several days ago. Until now, until Qiao Yu asked about it, Qin Jingwen was the first to hear about it. 。This can be seen that Qiao Shunchen doesn't want to tell her about this, and Qiao Shunchen also doesn't want her to participate in this. 。Due to so many factors, Qin Jingwen chose to remain silent. 。The following Monday, Qiao Shunchen deliberately put Bi Xia's work report at the end. 。After the work report was over, he left some personal space. 。"Bi Xia, I heard from my sister that Auntie cremated Uncle" Jo Shunchen himself felt the topic started a little abruptly, but he and Bi Xia weren't the kind of people who beat around the bush. 。"Yes, I was cremated." 。"Actually, I'm against it. After all, it's been so many years since the burial..." 。But Mom insisted, she liked sea burial. 。Since further expansion of the cemetery was impossible, a policy encouraging sea burial was implemented. 。My mom decided this time, she didn't discuss it with me, she just told me after she had already made up her mind. 。Qiao Shunchen's bringing up this topic had completely caught Bixia off guard. However, when it came to the matter of her father's sea burial, she still felt a knot in her stomach. 。Although she had lost her father many years ago and their relationship wasn't as close as other fathers and daughters, after his sea burial, it felt like a void was left where her father used to be in her heart. 。"Aunt agrees with this way of sea burial. Why wasn't Uncle directly buried at sea when he passed away" 。After all these years, is it really necessary for Uncle to have been laid to rest 。Joe Shun-chen still raised yesterday's question, for him, he always felt that this was not a simple matter. 。And there's something he doubts, why the cemetery's policy wasn't notified to their family. 。This issue appears to require verification. 。 "I don't know that, I haven't really asked her that question" 。“ Qiao Shunchen's reminder made Bi Xia also feel that her mother's decision was a bit abrupt. " 。Following normal logic, it should have been like what Qiao Shunchen said, cremated and scattered at sea directly upon his death, instead of waiting for over twenty years. 。Could it be that mother has some ulterior motive or something else going on 。After Bi Xia left, Qiao Shunchen almost immediately contacted the cemetery, but the answer was negative. 。The cemetery has not implemented such a policy and there are no current plans to expand it. 。Then the question arises, is Xia in lie or her mother in lie 。Why do they lie What does it have to do with their family cemetery 。Regarding Bi Xia's father's sea burial, Bi Xia also had new questions. 。After work, I went straight home without doing anything else. I just wanted my mother to answer some questions she had in her mind. 。When Xia returned home so early, her mother was a little surprised as she was just about to start preparing dinner. 。"Didn't you work overtime today You came back so early. I just started preparing dinner." 。"Mom Bi said this because every time Xia Bi came back, her dinner was always ready. Today is an exception." 。"No overtime, just right I'll help you cook dinner " 。" What about grandpa and grandma I really wanted to ask what I was thinking, but Xia didn't dare to ask too directly for fear that her behavior would be too abrupt and make her mother uncomfortable. 。"Going to the supermarket, will be back soon." 。Go change your clothes and then cook me dinner. 。"Mom Bi didn't think too much about it, occasional days off from work are normal. " 。Bixia hurried back to her room and quickly changed her clothes before rushing out. 。 “I came to pick vegetables” 。"Bi Xia started picking the vegetables that his mother had prepared, while Bi Ma was busy with other things. 。"How's work going lately Going smoothly" Mom Bi had the rare opportunity to chat with her daughter and rarely got a chance to care about her work problems. 。"Smooth sailing, I work so diligently how could things not go smoothly" 。"Mom, are you going to ask me personal questions again " 。If this problem is not to be discussed, then... 。"Bixia seemed to see through her mother's thoughts, and seeing straight through them, she directly refused, lest her ears be slaughtered. 。"Don't personal matters matter Why avoid discussing them" 。Instead of discussing personal matters, what should we talk about 。“Mom Bi thinks the most important thing right now is work, and then personal matters. Besides these, she doesn't really care about much else.” 。Before anyone could even ask, Bi Xia already PASSed. 。It's better to talk about anything else than personal matters, let's talk about your dad. That way, I can get to know him better. 。Bi Xia smoothly changed the topic. 。“Your dad doesn't have much to say” 。Bi Xia wanted to talk about her father, but Bi's mother didn't want to bring him up. 。Ke Bai Xia had already heard her mother's words but still insisted on this topic, because she was afraid that this topic, which hadn't even started, would just end like this, and her doubts wouldn't be answered. 。"Mom, why didn't Dad have a sea burial when he passed away Why are you only thinking about it now after twenty years"Bi Xia was afraid her mother would refuse to talk about it again, so she just asked directly. 。Mama Bi paused her work, only because of Bi Xia's question. 。Bi Xia is still struggling with this issue, it seems she has doubts in her heart. 。"At that time, you were young, and I was very pained." 。I don't even know how I got through your dad's funeral, and the cemetery was picked by someone else. 。At that time, I wasn't in the mood to think about any sea burial arrangements. I was completely broken. 。The afternoon your father was buried, I left with your grandparents and you. 。Later on, I thought about the sea burial. But because you were young and had to work, I put it aside. 。" Mom Bi couldn't help but come up with an excuse to answer Bi Xia's question, otherwise Bi Xia would keep bringing it up. " 。"That must have been the hardest time for you." 。Mom, you've worked so hard for me all these years. 。"Bi Xia was infected by his mother's grief. At this time, the focus seemed to be no longer on his father's sea burial." 。She may not fully understand how painful and hopeless her mother was at that time, but she knows how difficult it has been for her mother all these years because of her father's absence. 。When Dad left, Mom should have been at the best years of her life. But her prime was consumed by raising a family and taking care of me, her young child. 。aiting for her aunt. 。Wouldn't that aunt be just like she was over twenty years ago, gone again 。"Jingyi isn't graduating until the next semester, right With that much time, I'm sure I can go back......