Chapter 868: Lu You, It's My Fault!
...Gu Xiguang mustered his courage and asked, "Is he a friend of President Wen"Wen Man smiled faintly: "It counts! You're better than him."At least he was full of youthful vigor, but Gu Changqing was...Lu You said she didn't want to.
Ye Bai wasn't annoyed. He gently took her hand and said, "Then let's go see a movie and grab some dinner outside. We'll get home just in time for Lu Yu to start causing trouble."
Since giving birth to her second child, Lu You has indeed been out of the public eye for a long time.
But she still missed her little son, so after some thought, she softly spoke: "Let's have lunch at home!"
Ye Bai knew she wanted to go home to feed Xiao Lu Yu. Although Lu Yu also drank milk, it was never as good as natural breast milk. Lu You usually fed him personally.
They made plans and ended up watching a movie together.
Ye Bai is passionate and fervent.
Lu You was as placid as water, and even more so when outside. When they were together, it felt like they were an old married couple... Until the queue for ticket inspection, a girl in front whispered to her boyfriend: "The Pikachu cup I just bought is missing an ear, it's not pretty!"
Although the show was about to start in two minutes, the young boyfriend still went out to buy another gift for his girlfriend.
I came rushing over, sweating profusely.
Lu You quietly watched.
She suddenly remembered when she was younger, many times she had followed Ye Bai around, and he had treated her this way. He didn't care about the results, just to satisfy her small wish... But now they were out together, they weren't even as good as ordinary lovers.
Ye Bai noticed her eyes were moist, so he asked softly, "What's wrong"
But when watching movies, with those dim lights, she felt her eyes stinging.
When she was young, those memories of her following Ye Bai around were like dead recollections, replaying over and over, attacking... until tears streamed down her face.
Ye Bai turned his head to look at her.
After a long time, he handed her a tissue to wipe away her tears, and then led her away.
……
Lu Yuan's driver parked the car in front of the shopping mall and gave the keys to Ye Bai.
Ye Bai opened the passenger door and let Lu You get in. After he got in himself, he didn't drive away immediately, but leaned over and looked at her, asking softly, "Are you thinking about the past Lu You, if you feel sad, you can tell me about what happened before... even about... things with him."
He thought that the young couple would remind her of her first love.
Remembering Zhang Baiyan.
He thought she was heartbroken over Zhang Baiyan.
Lu You was silent for a long time, and then he said, "If you're really unhappy, next time I'll send Xiao Lu Hui over. You can stay home with the children and draw comics! Lu You, you don't need to be the best."
Lu You shook her head and whispered, “It’s not him!”
Ye Bai's eyes were deep and penetrating.
He gently clasped her hand, their fingers intertwining. For a long moment, he remained silent before finally whispering to her, "It wasn't him Then who was it"
Lu You's eyes held embarrassment, and Ye Bai knew it was his fault.
He didn't make fun of her, nor did he comfort her. He only whispered softly, "Lu You, it's my fault!"
In the end, he didn't take her back to Lu Yuan for dinner. She looked like this; it wouldn't be suitable for her to be seen by the family... He found that as she got older, she became more and more concerned with appearances, becoming more and more like her brother in temperament.
I can't say for sure, whether it's not good.
But after all, someone has to coax her, Ye Bai also likes to coax her.
……
They had a private meal in a quiet garden. The dishes were light and nutritious, and tasted very good. However, the two of them didn't speak much during the meal.
They were so close this morning.
But the past, it was too heavy. It wasn't something that could be erased by a single intimate moment, and things couldn't simply go back to normal.
After the meal, they went back.
Lu You went back to her room to feed Lu Yu, while Ye Bai had a business appointment with Lu Shuo and didn't return until nine o'clock in the evening. When he came back, Ye Bai smelled faintly of alcohol; if you sniffed carefully, it was the scent of liquor.
Lu You has already gone to sleep, with Xiao Luyu sleeping in the small bed beside her.
The lights were dim.
Ye Bai bent down and looked at her son for a long time, then raised her eyes to look at Lu You: "Can I stay here overnight"
Before Lu You could speak, Ye Bai had already climbed onto the bed.
He kicked off his shoes, didn't take off his clothes, and just like that, he pulled her close with him, burying his face in her neck… Lu You couldn't break free, so she just went along with it, thinking of it as him being drunk.
Just when Ye Bai thought he was going to fall asleep.
He whispered in her ear, "Lu You, after all this time, we have a child together. Yet you remain cold towards me, cold towards us. You are not incapable of forgiveness, it's that you cannot forgive yourself from back then... You must think, if you hadn't forgiven me the first time, there wouldn't have been all the hurt afterwards!"
In the afternoon, he went to see a psychologist.
The doctor said Lu You's behavior is a form of psychological evasion. She feels safe as long as she doesn't reconcile with Ye Bai, so they never cross that line. But humans are emotional creatures, and how could there be no feelings after spending so much time together
That's why Lu You felt pain.
After Ye Bai finished speaking, he hugged her tightly.
Lu You lowered her eyes: "I didn't think that much! Ye Bai, you made things complicated!"
Ye Bai did not retort.
He's a man who doesn't argue with women, and from now on, everything she says will be right, every word she utters will be the truth! He has caused her psychological harm, he's a jerk!
But even so, Lu You didn't push him away.
She allowed him to be by her side, allowed him to take care of their son, and allowed him to celebrate the Spring Festival with them.
But he knew nothing of her pain.
Ye Bai held her so tightly, Lu You could barely breathe. She couldn't help but say, "Ye Bai, it's really not as serious as you think! I just can't bring myself up to it, I'm a little cold, that's all. It's the same for everyone."
apathetic, uninterested...
Ye Baijiu woke up.
He started doubting Lu You again, then doubting himself. He wasted the whole night!
As dawn approached, Ye Bai finally calmed down. He leaned in her ear and whispered, "It's just a sickness. Let's get sick together! After the New Year, I'll move in with you."
Lu You was speechless: "Relying on me I don't provide food and clothing, I won't raise a man for free."
Ye Bai leaned his face against her neck. She was nestled in the blankets, warm and cozy. He whispered, "When I'm done here, I'll turn over all my assets. After that, I'll work hard to support you, Xiao Lu Hui, and Xiao Lu Yu... just leave me some spending money and cigarette money."
Lu You looked at his overcoat: "When you don't have money to buy clothes later and can't go out to pick up girls, you'll regret it!"
Ye Bai felt drowsiness creeping in, and he murmured, "At my age, where is there still that kind of mind"
He was asleep, but Lu You couldn't sleep.
Actually, she was still not used to having someone around. But Ye Bai seemed to really... want to cling to her and live with her. She didn't seem to find a reason to refuse, so she thought she might as well give it a try!
Children need fathers, and families need men.
She didn't want to worry her parents either.
This life, actually won't be too bad...ound him...Lu Xun's face flushed a bit, she pushed him away. "Let me go."Lu Shuo put his arms around her shoulders: "It's cold!"It is really cold today, with a few snowflakes falling. City C is not as...