Chapter 52: Nangong Ye Recounts the Past
re he passed away.Knowing full well that he was about to die, Yun Sheng pursed his lips and uttered his desire: "I... I want to eat roast chicken."Yun Sheng's voice was as clean and clear as his eyes....Nangong Ye: "After I was born, everyone said my mother had gone mad. Later, one day when they found her, she was pulled out of a well by her husband." 。The imperial physician said that my mother went mad after giving birth to me because she couldn't control her emotions and her anger built up in her head. 。My father blamed my mother's death on me. 。
Qingxuan immediately understood, Nangong Ye's mother suffered from postpartum depression.
In this world, people only care about mental illnesses, they don't care about psychological illnesses at all, and they don't believe in postpartum depression. 。
If a woman in the palace is unhappy, after giving birth, if these emotions are not controlled, they will become a demon in her heart, and eventually choose to end her own life.
Qing Xuan, upon hearing this, gently comforted Nangong Ye: "This is not your fault.
It's your father emperor's fault. 。A trace of surprise flashed across Nangong Ye's eyes. 。Although his biological mother's death was declared taboo by his father, those who knew the truth all believed he was responsible for her demise. 。But the woman before him said it wasn't his fault, but his father emperor's. 。As for the matter of his mother's unfortunate passing, this was the first time he had been defended and the first time he had heard someone say that he was not at fault. 。
Back then, he had just been born and knew nothing. Why was it his fault
Faced with his father's cold gaze, he could only endure this grievance. 。Later, his intelligence blossomed. At the age of five, he could recite "The Four Books and Five Classics." This impressed even his father, who had never been kind to him, and finally softened their relationship. 。For this, he worked even harder. He went to the frontier and defended the border. He was invincible on the battlefield, all for the sake of changing his father's attitude towards him. 。Such an attitude did indeed bring about a change later on, and even the Emperor considered passing the throne to him. However, what followed was that he was charged with treason. 。
Qing Xuan couldn't help but feel indignant for Nangong Ye Ming upon hearing this.
"To have such an inconvenient misfortune, to treat one's own son as a traitor who sells the country, no wonder your mother would suffer from postpartum depression!" Seeing Qingxuan feel sorry for herself and scold the current emperor like that, Nangong Ye felt warm in his heart. 。It's just that...Nan Gong Ye: "Xuan'er, what is postpartum depression"Qing Xuan explained: "In simple terms, it means that a woman's body balance is disrupted during pregnancy, and yin and yang are out of harmony. During this process, her mood swings will be very large and she needs someone to care for >>> 。If one is lacking in concern and preoccupied with other matters, this matter will begin to take root and sprout in the heart like a seed at that time. 。After giving birth, if one doesn't receive timely attention or care, the seedlings of negative emotions nurtured within will grow wildly into trees, further disrupting the body's balance of yin and yang, ultimately leading to emotional instability and suicidal thoughts. 。So, from beginning to end, your mother should have harbored resentment towards your father. 。Such resentment, after she gave birth to you, reached its peak. 。But she ultimately chose not to harm your father emperor, but instead chose to end her own life. 。Although Nangong Ye didn't understand what postpartum depression meant, after Qingxuan explained it to him, he understood. 。
"Xuan'er, thank you
He wanted to reach for Qingxuan's hand, but the next second, his little finger twitched. 。
Nangong Ye was overjoyed.
Nan Gong Ye: "Xuan'er, did you see that! My finger moved!"
As soon as his voice fell, this time it wasn't just his little finger, his whole hand was moving
He was moving his hands with effort. 。
Qingxuan was sitting by the bed
Her hand was just resting on the edge of the bed. 。Although it was just a tiny movement of his arm, Nan Gong Ye felt such intense pain that he broke out in a sweat. 。
Qing Xuan, seeing this, did not stop Nan Gong Ye's actions.
Now that his spine is connected, it's necessary to try this kind of movement.
The strenuous action caused Nangong Ye to sweat profusely, and even his breathing became rapid. 。However, the moment he grasped Qingxuan's hand and felt the warmth beneath his palm, his pain vanished instantly. 。
Nan Gong Ye: "Xuan'er, when I lay on this bed like a lump of flesh unable to move, I believed that God had been unfair to me this lifetime.
But after I met you, I realized that God hasn't been unfair to me. 。">aid, "The dinner I sent you tonight is very delicious."His meals were not Chun Tao's responsibility. Towards the afternoon, Chun Tao snuck into the kitchen under the guise of helping and put medicine...