Chapter 200
ed that an ex-girlfriend is the biggest rival for a current girlfriend because of men's latent machismo. They always subconsciously think that this woman who once belonged to them will always be their...Chapter 200
Her body was as rigid as stone, with no reaction other than fear. Memories from that night flooded back, and Chen Xueru hurriedly used her hands to push against his approaching chest.
Tang Shuwen grabbed her wrist and pressed it aside, his tall figure covering hers. He bent down patiently and kissed her lips tenderly, affectionately, like a gentle spring breeze carrying faint desire yet restraining himself from scaring her.
No matter how gently he was, Chen Xueru remained as stiff as stone.
"Tang Shuwen," she couldn't help but call out his name, wanting him to stop. Tang Shuwen wasn't unaware of her fear; precisely because of this, he could not afford to stop—his wife belonged to him and there was no reason for him not to hold her.
If she kept resisting like this, would he have to remain a monk forever
Forehead touching forehead, warm kisses spread from her lips all the way down to her earlobe. Tang Shuwen sucked on her earlobe gently and nibbled at it, causing a surge of electricity to run through Chen Xueru's scalp, making her feel numb.
Tang Shuwen slowly undid his clothes.
"You're not wearing a bra," Tang Shuwen teased, his hot breath sprinkling on the back of her ear, scorching and warm. As if she were about to burn up, though clearly resisting him, her body gradually softened under his superior skills.
Chen Xueru tensely dodged him, shaking her head in fear: "No, Tang Shuwen, please, don't... spare me."
She did not want to do this with him.
No desire at all.
"Chen Xueru, we are husband and wife. This is a duty between spouses," he said as he kissed her lips passionately, his kiss moving downwards.
Chen Xueru nervously grabbed the sheet beneath her, thinking about the marital duties.
The moment she thought of that night, her body stiffened again. Tang Shuweng paused and looked directly into her eyes, "You asked me to be faithful to you and our child. You should also fulfill your duty as a wife, this is only fair. You can't expect me to be faithful to you while denying me the rights of a husband. Don’t resist me, Xueru. I was wrong last time, and I apologize. This time will be different. I promise to be gentle."
His gaze was intense, his dark eyes seeming to blaze with fire, making her body feel like it's on fire as well, growing hotter yet more nervous. Tang Shuweng truly had feelings for her body.
Even if he didn't love her, there were still physical feelings for her.
His hand moved towards the inside of her thigh again and Chen Xueru grabbed his wrist, "Can we wait a little longer"
"No, since sleeping in the same bed, have I ever touched you without your permission I've given you this much time already. You should be ready by now. Forget about last time’s incident; I will help you forget it," Tang Shuweng said. A sexless marriage was a torment for both men and women, he didn't know what feelings he harbored towards Chen Xueru but as his legal wife, why not take advantage of this right
"We are getting married tomorrow."
"Don’t worry, I will be careful. This is just a one-time thing and won’t exhaust you," Tang Shuweng said, after she tacitly agreed, he undressed himself. Chen Xueru hadn't expected them to do this under such circumstances, which put her under tremendous pressure.
After a long time of foreplay, she began to relax slightly. This time, he was indeed patient and gentle, completely different from the roughness of last time. Knowing she couldn’t avoid it, Chen Xueru tried hard to let go, but the more she wanted to relax, the tenser she became. Tang Shuweng held her hand down and asked in a hoarse voice, "Has the length, width, and height reached international standards"
Chen Xueru was furious; she regretted speaking too hastily about warmth earlier. Such words truly shouldn’t have been uttered.
She desperately tried to pull her hand back but Tang Shuweng wouldn't let go.
She felt extremely awkward, her heart pounding wildly. This man was too mischievous.
It's just a sentence; there's no need to be so serious about it.
"Say it, have you reached the standard"
Chen Xueru, " "
How could she know the international standard But judging from what she had felt, it seemed possible that she might exceed the standard. No no no, stop thinking like this.
"Enough, you don't need to."
"Oh, so you have reached it, why didn't you say earlier" Tang Shuwen deliberately misinterpreted her words, causing Chen Xueru's face to turn redder.
Chen Xueru gritted her teeth and endured the discomfort and swelling. She was too tense and couldn’t accommodate him completely. Tang Shuwen didn't want to force it either; he didn't want to hurt her. This was supposed to be beautiful, and this time he must make up for it.
His fingers found hers; Chen Xueru couldn't resist Tang Shuwen's superb technique and finally allowed him to enter without resistance.
He didn’t move much, suppressing the intense urge, lowering his body, kissing her lips so she wouldn’t bite herself. "Does it hurt"
Chen Xueru shook her head, not knowing how to explain. Seeing her pained expression, Tang Shuwen dared not make any further moves and only continued to kiss her lips and gently caress her body.
The pain wasn't unbearable.
It was just his question that made her feel wronged.
In the past, when she was with Gu Rui, he never cared whether she felt pain or not. Even on their first time, he only focused on satisfying himself, which wasn't a good feeling. She had always been somewhat indifferent to this matter and didn’t try to cater to his desires. Gu Rui would usually release his tension by himself while she silently endured it. It was basically never comfortable for her. What the books said about understanding feelings was something she couldn't comprehend; she just wanted it not to hurt, so she often remained silent and compliant without saying a word, even when he wanted to hear her voice, she stubbornly bit her lip.
She somewhat disliked this matter.
Gu Rui often said that she was frigid, and his interest in her didn't last long. She herself thought about pretending to feel something to cater to him but could never do it.
Later, after Tang Shuweng's two forced encounters, the feeling became even worse for her. In her impression, such matters were just men indulging their primal desires without considering women’s feelings, and no one cared if she felt pain.
Chen Xueru inexplicably had red circles around her eyes and didn't know why she wanted to cry. Actually, it wasn’t painful at all, but she really wanted to cry; she just felt wronged in her heart.
Tang Shuweng withdrew from her body, reached out to embrace her, and awkwardly patted her shoulder. "Be good, don't cry. We won’t do this anymore."
He was experienced with women and had never felt so stifled before wanting a woman. But Chen Xueru was different; Tang Shuweng unexpectedly didn't have much of an attitude towards her, restraining his desires, and gently soothing her.
Tang Shuweng was本來就溫潤的男子，所有冷厲殘酷的一麵不在家人麵前表露，真要心疼一個人的時候，他是很溫柔體貼的。
他也稍微感覺得出來，陳雪如是厭惡這事的，厭惡他，厭惡他的碰觸麼或許是前兩次的接觸給她留下的印象太糟糕了。
"Be good, don't cry. If I stay still, will that do" Tang Shuweng said as he wiped away her tears with his hand; she didn’t shed a tear even when enduring such rough treatment from him.
She always showed a very strong appearance in front of others but was actually quite soft-hearted inside, tough on the outside and gentle within. This crying made him feel somewhat sympathetic and deeply regretted what happened that night.
It seems there's an issue with one of the sentences during translation where the text got mixed up with Chinese characters while it should have been translated to English. Below is the corrected version for that sentence:
Tang Shuweng was a naturally gentle man; he never displayed his cold and ruthless side in front of family members, and when he truly cared about someone, he could be very tender and considerate.i Ye nodded, entering the ward. Then Ye Wei returned to the central courtyard; Mo Yao repeated Berlin’s matter without hiding his previous beating of Xiao Bai. He wished that Ye Wei would beat him up...