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one always fears its loss.She just… Cares too much about Ye Feimo.Back then, Tang Shuwen and Zhao Yuning were mutually in love and discussing marriage. Yet, for the sake of their child, Tang Shuwen s...329

Chen Xueru tried hard to break free, but he held her tightly as if she would disappear the moment he let go. He was extremely anxious and could only constantly soothe her back and calm her panic.

She eventually found out.

This was something he deeply dreaded, yet it had ultimately come to light.

He should have been more cautious; if he knew she was at the door, he wouldn't have been so careless.

Chen Xueru's body inexplicably felt cold. Thinking of Zhao Yuning's tearful face and her past accusations, it was as if something had bitten into her heart, leaving her unsure of what to do.

"Shuwen, is the child hers" Chen Xueru asked. Her complexion was pale, her gaze calm as she slowly recovered from her shock. She looked at Tang Shuwen; although she had guessed it, she wanted to hear his answer.

Tang Shuwen held her cold hand, "Most likely. Xueru, I'm sorry. However, this happened before we got together—I didn't know about her pregnancy when I decided to marry you... No, from the moment you and Xiaonian appeared and I knew of your existence, I haven’t been with her since then. I’m truly sorry; I never meant to hurt you."

Chen Xueru’s eyes reddened, "No, no, no, there's no need for apologies. This is all my fault. If I hadn't appeared, you two would have married and had a child and lived happily ever after. I still would be me, raising Xiaonian to adulthood, with both our families living happily. No one would pay any price, no one would die. Shuwen, it's because of me that you lost the person you loved and now must abort your own child. This is all my fault. What will become of Zhao Yuning without her baby She'll surely be very distressed."

"Xueru, what are you saying" Tang Shuwén grabbed Chen Xueru's shoulders and said sternly, "This has nothing to do with you. Why are you taking all the blame upon yourself Didn't you say that all the pain your family endured was my doing, and it was all my fault"

"It’s not like that." Chen Xueru covered her face, tears falling through her fingers. She felt extremely tormented; she didn’t want to hurt anyone—she truly didn't want to harm anyone—and neither did she wish for Zhao Yuning's child to die. That would be unfair to Zhao Yuning.

She had never blamed Zhao Yuning, although once she had been ruthless enough to consider pouring boiling water over Xiao Nian. From Zhao Yuning’s perspective, it was indeed their mother-son pair's appearance that ruined her happiness.

Now, because of them, Tang Shuwén wanted to terminate her pregnancy—how could she bear this

She had already caused enough pain for Zhao Yuning; how could she let her lose a child as well She couldn't live with such guilt. How could she possibly be at ease in her relationship with Tang Shuwén when it was all because of their existence that he was considering aborting his and Zhao Yuning's child

She simply couldn’t.

Tang Shuwén hugged her tightly, "Don't worry about this matter. Leave it to me. Don't think about anything; just stay by my side. Do you understand"

In the end, his voice sounded anxious and stern. Chen Xueru's tears streamed down her face. She felt uneasy.

"Tang Shuwén, don’t make such a cruel decision. Otherwise, you will regret it." Chen Xueru said softly. She was already in great pain; she feared that one day he would regret his choice and blame her and Xiao Nian for the existence of whom caused him to not want their child.

She understands that Tang Shuwen made this cruel decision to protect the family. Earlier, she heard him tell Xiaoliu not to harm Zhao Yuning; he only wanted her to terminate the pregnancy without wanting anything else to happen to Zhao Yuning. He still cared for Zhao Yuning, which was why he was so anxious.

If that’s the case, he must also love this child.

It was a child conceived by a woman whom he loved, yet he chose to abort it. This kind of torment and suffering she understood all too well.

Perhaps he might not regret his decision now, feeling that everything is perfect. But as time passes, would he ever regret having made this decision Would he resent their existence, believing they deprived him of what he originally had

Snow Rug cannot bear Tang Shuwen’s resentment nor can she bear the loss of a life.

"Xueru..."

"Don’t let her terminate this pregnancy. Shuwen, please don’t do this; it's truly cruel," Chen Xueru pleaded with him. "The child is innocent. Since Zhao Yuning left, she must have wanted to keep the baby. So why not let her give birth You have no right to decide a child’s fate. I also hope that you won't kill someone because of us—especially your own child. I will be plagued by guilt for my entire life."

Tang Shuwen frowned as he looked at Chen Xueru. Did she know what she was saying

Was she really so magnanimous and unbothered

Or could it be that she never loved him and thus doesn't mind this child either If she did, she wouldn't have failed to understand the impact this child would bring upon their family. Snowru...

For some reason, a hint of anger surfaced in her heart.

"This is an unformed fetus," Tang Shuwen said solemnly. "You know very well that it's not viable to give birth to this child. I won't acknowledge him and certainly wouldn't care for him. The Zhao family would use him as a bargaining chip against me, and Yuning might not love him either. Why should he suffer such a painful life Aborting the pregnancy is the best option now. Snowru, do you understand" Tang Shuwen said in a somber tone. He had more considerations and a broader perspective on this matter. There was no way they could keep the child; it would be miserable for an unloved child to come into the world.

"How can you say that no one will love him" Chen Snowru asked. Parents always loved their own children, regardless of who they were.

Tang Shuwen and Chen Snowru had different opinions on this matter; it wasn't appropriate to discuss such matters in the middle of the night. Tang Shuwen gently held her shoulders as he said solemnly, "Be a good girl, let's leave it at that for now. We shouldn't talk about this anymore tonight. It's getting late, why don't you take a bath and rest first"

Chen Snowru, with tears in her eyes, pleaded, "Shuwen, please don't make such an agonizing decision. Think of Xiao Nian; I'm afraid all this would come back to haunt him. Please consider him more."

Tang Shuwen pursed his lips, “I will give it some serious thought. You go take a bath and rest first.”

Chen Snowru glanced at him before gritting her teeth and went off to take a shower.

The day was long, and she had been through so much; indeed, she was quite exhausted. more; their happiness had arrived quickly and left just as swiftly.Due to the appearance of the mother and daughter, along with a few philosophical words, Gu Babo, who had been living in Country C si...