, the older brother is heartbroken, and he too is deeply saddened. He doesn't want things to be this way; he wants Mommy to be happy, the older brother to be happy, and he wants his family to be toget...dy wandered back and forth at the gates of hell countless times!She always felt like she couldn't bear it anymore, like she was about to die, in excruciating pain. But compared to him, what did any of...