Chapter 297 Smoky Reminiscences 2
ot to fall in love with her, and after everything ended, he would keep his distance from her.But what could he doHe still fell in love with her, the daughter of his enemy.This made him very uncomforta...Chapter 297: Past as Smoke, Part 2
Looking back on the past, Han Bi's eyes were moist. It was already quite difficult for her to struggle alone for two years and gain some recognition; if no one supported her, she didn't know when she would have a breakthrough. Being shamelessly humiliated and beaten by fellow female stars made it unbearable for her.
Now, thinking back on those days, if she had gritted her teeth and endured the hardships without taking shortcuts, perhaps today she and Ye Feimo could be an ideal couple that everyone envied. Han Bi regrets what happened in the past...
The beginning was truly hard, having to maintain a relationship while also pursuing a career, all while facing various difficulties and pressures. As an eighteen-year-old girl with such delicate shoulders, how could she bear it all She always swallowed her tears and pain.
She didn't want to live that kind of life, so when choosing to betray Ye Feimo, she mentally prepared herself to give him up.
Despite this, many well-known male actors showed interest in her back then, hoping to develop a relationship with her. Han Bi turned them all down because she still couldn't bear to leave Ye Feimo.
Holding onto the humble thought that as long as Ye Feimo didn't discover it one day, she would stay by his side for another day, she dragged on and prolonged things until eventually, the hurt became more profound.
In those days, Han Bi was extremely kind to Ye Feimo. She feared poverty so much, yet when his watch went missing, she sold all her possessions to buy an identical one. The food and clothes she gave him were always better than what she had for herself.
Whenever they had the chance, she would go out with Ye Feimo to enjoy anything that any young couple could enjoy.
She was a semi-famous female star dating a poor guy, and if this were to be discovered by people in the industry, everyone would laugh at them. But she didn't care about it. She even wanted to hide their relationship from Ye Feimo until her fame became great enough that she wouldn’t need to accompany others for social engagements or have relationships with other men. When she had a choice, she planned on marrying Ye Feimo and being happy forever.
But unexpectedly, after making one wrong move, every step was wrong and eventually he left decisively.
Han Bi recalled the past, laughing and crying at once. She was really foolish back then even though it was hard work with great pressure. But she was very happy by his side; she felt like shedding off her flashy image as a female star to be just his girlfriend Ye Feimo's.
They were so happy back then.
Feimo didn't often smile, but sometimes when she insisted he should laugh, he would.
If they could always stay that way, how wonderful it would have been.
Nowadays, with her accomplishments and fame, she no longer needed to do those dirty deals. She was free to choose the work she wanted and had enough money to ensure a comfortable life for herself, even if she didn't get married, her luxurious lifestyle wouldn’t be an issue.
But where could the happiness that she lost be found
She had already lost that pure heart long ago.
Also lost the joyful heart.
Where should I look to find it back
"I regret it, Linda, I really do," Han Bi said with tears in her eyes. She hugged her shoulders and rested her head on her knees. Her thick hair covered her face, and there were tears glistening on her cheeks, like a child abandoned by others.
"Han Bi, what are you saying"
"I regret it, I shouldn't have listened to your advice back then..." Han Bi cried out. If she hadn't followed Linda's words and instead listened to Cai Xiao Jing's advice, waiting patiently for a couple of years, her life today might be completely different.
It would indeed be entirely different.
If I had waited another two or three years, I could have achieved success and recognition. I wouldn't have lost Fei Mo.
In those days, Cheng Anya valued me a lot. Maybe my relationship with Ye Feimo would have been smooth sailing. Cheng Anya might also have liked me very much, and I would still be the same person as before, not distorted by desires for fame and wealth.
However, can regretting it change all of this
"Han Bi, are you blaming me" Linda's gaze flashed with a hint of coldness and disappointment. Han Bi remained silent, drinking her drink. She didn't know whom to blame either. Linda spoke, "Han Bi, if it weren’t for me back then, could you have made it to where you are today Could you become an international superstar shining brightly Likely, you’d still be struggling among the second-tier artists. With your temper back then, being in the second tier was already pretty good."
Han Bi gave a faint smile and responded to Linda's accusation, "If I hadn’t listened to you back then, Cai Xiao Jing might have made me famous instead. At worst, Nie Mo is the president of An Ning International; if I had stayed with him all along, whether or not I became famous wouldn't matter to me."
It was just a small step back then.
She didn’t deny it: because of Ye Nimo’s identity, she regretted her one moment's hesitation. But the heart that loved Ye Nimo, she never denied; Cheng Anyi always thought that she didn’t love Ye Nimo, but she truly didn't understand anything.
Linda gave a cold laugh, "Han Bi, this is your fault, for not recognizing his identity. Who can you blame You need to be honest with yourself: if Ye Nimo were not the second son of the Ye family and president of An Ning International, would you still feel so regretful now If Ye Nimo had no money or status, would you follow him through hardships Back then, you already had some fame. When you were together, did you ever worry about being exposed by media and ridiculed Saying that you were with a poor kid, Han Bi, stop deceiving yourself; you couldn’t do it back then either. You regret now only because Ye Nimo is the heir of his family, and you missed an opportunity."
"Stop!" Han Bi raised her long hair, giving Linda a cold stare, "For how many years have you known me better than anyone Shouldn't you know how much I love him! If it weren’t for your insistence that I needed to make a name for myself before coming back to find him and if not, Madam Ye wouldn’t accept me all her life, I would have gone back to him the next year. Back then there was no warmth; maybe Nimo would have forgiven me early on, and we would be together by now."
Linda's face darkened with rage at Han Bi’s accusations. For whom had she worked hard Today she was complaining about her. "Han Bi, are you blaming me All this is your own choice. I made you lose Ye Nimo, but I also helped you achieve fame and success. Don’t forget: it was you who said that you wanted to make a name for yourself and become an international superstar at any cost. You said so with your own mouth. I have fulfilled your dream. Your love life is something you need to work on by yourself; how fair is it to just blame me"
"That’s enough, I don’t want to argue about this anymore. I’m tired, let me be alone for a while." Han Bi raised her hand as if telling Linda not to talk further. The more they talked, the heavier her heart became.
Han Bi drank quietly by herself, exhausted and wanting nothing more than silence. She didn’t want to blame or accuse anyone either. Beside her, Linda silently shared this drink together; over these years in a foreign land, it was how they had always been.e of the CEO Finale Brotherly Affection Sixth PartMoxiao Bai decided not to discuss such a taboo sensitive issue with them, and cheerfully took a bath while humming a tune. He had a bit of obsessive c...