Chapter 298 Whispers of the Past 3
Chen ended up feeding him bite by bite.Mo Xiaobai asked, "Is there something you need"Sensen shook his head. Mo Yue glanced at Mo Xiaobai; this fool, what could Sensen possibly want Of course it was...Chapter 298: Bygone Days Like Smoke Part 3
In order to prove herself worthy of Fei Mo, while filming she also studied and obtained her degree certificate. She learned two foreign languages, wanting to prove that she was better than anyone else and deserving of him.
She did a lot, a lot, enduring loneliness without contacting him.
Even without contact, there were many magazines and newspapers about him on her bookshelf. Every single one she bought, including those with rumors involving him and women, all just to know his news.
Over the years, Ye Fei Mo always appeared at places where she was present: award ceremonies, jewelry launches, or events she participated in. Each time he came with a different woman, watching which made her jealous and heartbroken.
The reason he did this was just to find an excuse to be under the same sky as her, to get closer to her. And each time she also arrived with different women, coming and going by his side, for seven years like that.
Every time she saw his cold eyes, there was a desperate desire to rush back into his arms, yet she fought hard against it.
If only she had returned one year earlier, perhaps the result between her and Fei Mo would have been different. If over these years, even once, she were willing to walk towards him, he might possibly forgive her and reconcile with her.
But she didn't have any of those, all for her damned pride and status.
If only she had acted sooner...
Han Bi took a tissue to wipe away her tears; her heart was in intense pain, as if she were suffocating. Just thinking about Ye Feimo and Nuwan made her feel as though she were being fried in oil.
"Han Bi, if you truly love him, why don't you fight for him instead of moping at home" Linda said, somewhat exasperated. "Nuwan even dared to hit you; are you going to swallow this humiliation"
"Fight for him" Han Bi smiled bitterly. "Isn't what I've already done enough In order to get back with Feimo, I did many things that I shouldn't have. No matter how much more I try to fight, it won’t help if Feimo’s heart no longer belongs to me. I was too confident, thinking he was a simple-minded person who would always wait for me. But in the end, he fell in love with someone else. Look at those pictures of him and Nuwan; I've never seen him so happy or carefree before. He truly loves Nuwan now. There's no chance left for me...
"How do you know unless you try" Linda asked.
"What are you talking about" Han Bi glanced at her, feeling that she was speaking nonsense. Getting Feimo’s child Even in F City when they had been in such a situation, he could still stop himself from giving in to his desires despite being on fire with passion. What else could she hope for The watch she gave him, he wore it for seven years but ultimately returned it to her; what more did she have faith in
She was slowly beginning to believe that Ye Feimo truly didn't love her anymore.
Even if she was his first love, even if he couldn't forget her, now she had no standing in his heart. This was something that should have been acknowledged long ago.
She really felt不甘心 (unwilling).
"Han Bi, opportunities are created by oneself," Linda said, whispering into Han Bi's ear. Han Bi wiped away her tears and muttered under her breath, "That's enough, don't say anymore."
"This is a great opportunity. I taught you this last time."
"Linda, what are you talking about I don't want to make myself look so ugly. I don't want the last bit of beauty I have in Fei Mo's heart to disappear. Please don't give me such terrible ideas anymore." Han Bi was extremely displeased and tilted her head back to drink a mouthful of liquor, tears streaming down from the corners of her eyes. "I'm tying myself up in knots, destroying my own loved one myself. How foolish I am."
Now she only realized that no amount of money could buy back the feelings they once shared, and no achievement could ever compare to Fei Mo's smile back then; even her first love couldn't be compensated for. She had destroyed her own happiness.
If she hadn't been so ambitious at the time, she might have just stayed as an artiste floating between Tier One and Two with a fan base, earning enough to support herself without any worries about food or clothing, living in a cozy home—such happiness was something unattainable now.
"Then what do you intend to do Do nothing and hand Ye Ershao over willingly Can you bear it" Linda asked sharply. Han Bi covered her head, not wanting to listen to anymore of Linda's lectures.
She has tried every possible means at her disposal, even going so far as to lower herself and beg Fei Mo. What else could she do
"What's good about being warm On what grounds can someone snatch your lover away, Han Bi Show some backbone," Linda said, and Han Bi gave a bitter smile.
Backbone
She wasn't without confidence. Compared to Warmth, she was very confident indeed—yet...
Was having confidence enough to win back a man's heart
"I really envy Warmth," Han Bi said with self-deprecating laughter. "Ever since Golden Branch and Jade Leaf grew up, everything has been smooth sailing for her. Her parents pampered her as if she were a princess, shielding her from hardship, hunger, and cold; she never had to suffer others' disdain. Now that Fei Mo is protecting her every step of the way in the entertainment industry, she's making waves there. In just half a year, her net worth rivals that of top-tier actresses. Who could be luckier than her Seeing her makes me think back to my own struggles; it took me so much hard work to get even a decent opportunity, but she effortlessly got her big break as the lead in Lin Ning's movie on her first try. While I've been struggling and kowtowing to everyone in the industry, she doesn't have to worry about anything. Whatever happens, Cai Xiaojing and Fei Mo shield her from it; everyone knows she’s Anning's new favorite. Because of being bullied, Ye Feimo tracked down whoever hurt her and tortured them until they were unrecognizable before sending them off as prostitutes for anyone to humiliate. What does Warmth have that I don’t People in the industry all think she has a close relationship with Lin Ning but don't know she's Ye Fei Mo’s girlfriend. Feimao protects her at every turn and helps her secure opportunities that would take others ten years just by saying one word to him. Why is Warmth so lucky, why does heaven favor her This isn’t fair; it really isn’t fair at all. Both men, Ye Feimo and Fang Liucheng, love her deeply. Do you know why I don't want to shoot 'Beauty' It's because Fang Liucheng invested in the movie for Warmth, and only used me when she wouldn’t participate. Linda, I truly envy her—she’s got all the good luck in the world! She’s young, beautiful, has a pleasant personality, and great popularity. You say she isn't as good as me; but what do I have that is better than her besides fame
Han Bi laughed again as she spoke, finishing another bottle of wine.
Linda felt both frustrated and concerned. Han Bi opened yet another bottle of wine and downed it in one go. She looked at Han Bi drowning her sorrows through alcohol with a complicated expression before suddenly saying, "Han Bi, if you hate Warmth so much, why don't you bring her down As a public figure, creating some unsavory news for her would be easy enough. Once her popularity drops, you can take out your frustrations."larly cute anyway; what use was being cute Who said children had to be cute."My brother is very cute," Lin Lin insisted. "You guys just don't understand."“Do you think so” Ye Wei couldn't resist teasi...